tell me something i dont know;

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okay since i still have one fan who ask me to blog (auntie) i shall try to blog as much as possible. hahha.

okay its already the start of the holiday and seriously i dont really like it. why? cause i think holiday is the only time that screw up my body clock. really damn sians. and somemore i went to service my laptop which will only be ready in 3 or 4 days later! am using the very lag desktop now. damn sians.

okay this holiday i think there’s quite a few stuffs to do. so for the whole of next week, I’LL TRY to focus on projects, SIP reports and individual journals. oh ya, i think i have to start spending lesssssssss during holidays also. normally during school days, i’ll just go school then back home. then now? went to timbre & arts house with gerald seanyuen and chingmeei. not expensive but its still money. and spend quite abit on L4D2. and and, pool-ed twice. lol. obviously im not a pool person but my friends aint a bowling person, so i’ve got no choice. im not good at bowling but i just like sliding balls instead of POKING it. lol.

oh and i got myself an early christmas gift. i went to purchase iPhone on the day M1 launch it. i went to take queue number at 3.20pm and i only got my phone at 7plus. im not kidding. and i think dorothy got there like an hour earlier but got her phone later. but also, we sort of cut queue. hehe. but im quite surprised my aunt didnt nag nag nag at me for letting her wait for 4 hours, instead we actually have a very nice chatting session. thankssssssss. so yea, hopefully i wont become a typical iPhone user who i dont really like. “iPhone is the best phone ever” BULLSHIT!

okay and and and, i need to build up my running schedule again. since i started school, i have been running for like only 5 or 6 times? seriously, this sucks, i havent even see myself losing any weight. sighhh. shall go repent soon. bye people.

you and me, we could be, a possibility;

first week of school is super fast. just like that, one week is gone. this is why i prefer schooling than having internship at some effed up company in some effed up location. so, first week of school there’s nothing much to do. the lecture hall in engine school is really very very very very small! end up that some people got to sit on the floor for EVERY lecture. but of course, people crashed our lecture, thats why.

so first week didnt really study or pay attention to the lectures. but next week onwards its gonna be being attentive during lectures and doing tutorials. but after next week, its mid term break already. seriously, i think its so weird. one week of serious studying then back to holiday mood. lol. but there will be project to start on, hopefully there won’t be any more late nights for projects.

anyway, have been playing alot of L4D2. mostly with classmates. tuesday went to parklane with 8people. the charge there is super cheap. we played for 4hours plus and they only charge like 5bucks? lol. then wednesday there’s no school so went to kovan lan with 7people. played a little versus and campaign mode. steamboat with just 4people after that. cause its very last minute. yesterday, NEARLY went to play L4D2 again. but luckily never, if not will be damn sick of that game real soon. havent even play with gerald yet. waiting for him to end his mid sem tests.

so movie with eileen chin yesterday. caught new moon. same of twilight, there’s no subtitle. abit sians but yea, still can understand. the scene where jacob took off his shirt just to wipe away the blood from bella (redundant scene) make the girl beside us go “WHOA” very loud. the whole theater laughed. lol. very nice abs though. never going to have that in my whole life. lol. then the last scene where edward said “marry me”, it was damn silent, then they showed credits. everyone laughed again. LOL! overall its not a bad movie. will be waiting for eclipse next year. lol. sent her home and home sweet home.

supposed to go parklane today again cause there’s no school again. but there’s not enough people so it was canceled. damn hungry now. waiting for mum to be back, having lunch together! thats like, more than 30more mins.

i want to drink!

okay back to blog already. i cant really remember what i did so i’ll just try to write whatever i can.

erm, went to airport sakae’s for supper buffet to treat dorothy for her birthday. and once again, after every sushi buffet im going to avoid taking sushi for ONE month! =X after that cabbed down to liquid kitchen at gardens. first time going there and have a pleasant experience, so im definitely going back there again! sean and i opened one bottel of red wine, Redhill Creek Shiraz Cabernet Merlot 2006, seriously people if you guys got that chance, do remember to take that drink! something you wont regret! (:

and then yesterday afternoon went out with bingchao and weiwen. he drove down to town then go visit weixiong at work. later on, we decide on billy bomber’s for dinner at the cathay. we were such kuku thinking that we can use the 18bucks voucher without reading the terms and conditions properly. lol. but its okay, luckily we didn’t order anything expensive. lol. after that went to meet gerald seanyuen and zhihao at timbre. first time there, will go back there if i have the chance. very good place to chill actually especially when the live band came up! woo! well, i drank sex on the beach, two glasses of red wine (plus some from sean), and long island tea. i love drinking so much but still very much sober yet not drunk! still want to get drunk someday! get me drunk okay? after that went to geylang to meet with weiwen weixiong and bingchao! they are eating tau huay. i drank abit of soya bean and you tiao. lol. home sweet home after that.

todayyyyyyyy. went to meet with the usual clique. bingchao kemund leongcheng rachel weiwen weixiong xiongwei and yanying at united square. went to eat vienna buffet. a little over rated by my mum. its not that good lah. so its weird that i didnt eat till i feel like vomiting. lol. so after that xiongwei left us while the rest went to raiders for some L4D2. haha. first timer are bingchao and yanying. as for weiwen and weixiong, im not too sure. and i realised L4D2 somewhat more difficult than the first one. haha. had trouble completing maps while playing versus. lol. home sweet home after that.

school starting tomorrow! and hopefully i can quickly get back the momentum of studying instead of doing some mundane work! will gladly welcome all the projects that is coming to my way! (:

let’s go to the mall;

hello people! im back. anyway the above video is a music video from how i met your mother. hahaha. seriously, i had a good laugh when i saw this video its damn funny. and i highly recommend people to watch how i met your mother and you wont regret it! and it may sound crazy but im already re-watching it right now while waiting for new episodes. hahah. niceeeeee (:

and another crazy thing would be, within 24hours, i’ve watched 2012 twice. 18bucks gone just like that. hahaha. but its worth it, not only because the movie is nice, the company is great too. first time watched with my usual clique. all the 7 of us came for the movie. yea, it has turned from 8 to 7. we all missed you, kimwee. it was a 2 and a half hour movie so by the end we end its nearly 3am. so i slept around 3.30 and woke up at 7.30. super tired but then later that day still went to watch with the usual poly clique. seanyuen ham seankwek pauline minhui xiuhuan and benjamin. after that went to s11 to have late dinner.

so yea, left with 9 more days to the end of internship. finally this day arrived! countdown since dont know how many days ago and now, ITS SINGLE DIGIT ALREADY! woohoo. and my in charge still ask me to work until sunday when i will start school on monday! hell no! already waste so much time on this stupid internship already, no way im gonna stay! unless they are going to give me another 500bucks. if not, DREAM ON! hehe.

seriously, cant wait to go back to school. but also, i will hate to go to school. because 90% of our lessons will be on engine school. i dont like no environment seriously (no offense). since we’re business student shouldnt our lessons be on engine school? stupid arrangement. plus the canteens at engine are…. pretty……. errrrrrrr. bad. as what i heard. lol. gonna anticipate the stress projects but yea, will be better than work! hoho. and i need to get my laptop repaired. blue screen of death is killing me! dang.

ciaoooooooooooo. (:

live like we’re dying;

hello im back. and i swear i opened this page 2 days ago thinking i should start blogging daily until laziness starts pouring over me and that was when i saved this page, again.

so nothing much happen after my last post. basically is work and more work. anyway i forgot to mention this but i have been trying to shed off some fats. past few weeks have been swimming and swimming until recently i started going for a jog. so right now i have to watch my diet and try not to eat too much. lol.

anyway yesterday was vivo after work. meeting sean yuen at 7.30pm and guess what? i end my work at 4.30pm. so eileen, the kindest soul, agreed to accompany me for awhile. actually wanted to watch movie together but well, forget about that. so we walked around vivo, stayed at page one for very long. chit chat a bit. and gosh, i love book stores.

okay anyway he arrived at 7.30pm zhun zhun then we went to this chicken rice stall for dinner. not as nice as boon tong kee and their pak choy sort of sucky but the curry is quite nice. lol. so after dinner walked around vivo to look for gifts for his friends. after two gifts down we’re off to tangs to look for my wallet!

i went straight to braun buffel section and started to decide which one i want to buy. so in the end i bought one wallet with money clip, one coin pouch and one card holder for $179. is it a good catch? i dont know. oh well, hopefully i wont regret it. up till now i still quite like my new wallets. hehe. its less than 24hours though.

goodluck to me! (:

feelings came back and it sucks;

hello world, im back. believe me, there are just so many times i open this web page and then i close it again. simply because i dont know what i can blog about my boring life. and since auntie mixue came to talk to me yesterday and talk about blogging i shall do it for my number 1 fan! lol.

okay i dont remember what i did for the past few weeks so i’ll just blog what i thought of.

firstly, it was lileen birthday’s celebration. went to nyny at citylink with lileen eileen rachel janice mabel xiaowei yuentuck mingxiang yongjian ivan tan kahming. so after dinner everyone left except for me lileen eileen mabel and rachel. went to rebel at clarke quay. well, second time clubbing and still, im nowhere near the title “clubber”. it wasnt that great seriously. but its SLIGHTLY bigger than phuture. so had a few drinks and head back home. slept at 3, woke up at 7 for work. dang, i hate this.

secondly, MJ’s This Is It with eileen gerald ham zhihao kwek xiuhuan. the movie wasnt that bad, eileen say like she enjoyed it alot, blah blah blah. lol. i said its not bad because i have zero expectation when i step into the theatre. oh before the secondly and after the firstly, met up with sean yuen ham kwek xiuhuan minhui pauline jenny and benjamin. dinner at the central billy bombers and then proceed to clinic. first time going and it shall be the last. service there sucks and they dont even have a proper menu. well, sean yuen tried the IV drip thingy and they said he paid 50bucks for cranberry juice, niceeeeeeeeee.

thirdly, it was kwek’s birthday surprise. didnt took part of the planning so i just went along whatever i was asked to do. but we had the SIP briefing before that and then went to have popeyes at century square before heading back to school to prepare. okay, this sounds insane but roughly 15mins after we reach school someone got really drenched by icy cold water which was poured by me and sean yuen. and needless to say, the victim is kwek. go to facebook for the incredible video. run around to avoid the cake smashing and i think i lost quite a number of calories. lol. head back home to rest first before meeting again for halloween (move on to fourth).

fourthly, it was halloween night. sean yuen came to pick me up with benjamin gerald and pauline in the car. down to ehub to sign up for nebo card which can give us free entry to escape for that day. cheapo? 20bucks for 3 years or 12bucks for one entry? you do the math. so went off to escape entrance to meet up with xiuhuan and her sister plus her friends. kwek ham and minhui didnt join us for this. anyway, eileen lileen and rachel came to join me. sally and june went to join sean yuen (this is complicated). then joan went to join gerald. *wink* and the dorothy came to join US. company is great  BUT, it was a bad night. how bad? people paid 12bucks to enter escape. queued for zero rides, went for 5mins of haunted house, didnt manage to get their fortune read and got themselves under the rain. i felt damn bad asking them out for halloween. they could went clubbing instead. lol yes girls, im being sarcastic. lol.

fifthly, everyone went back via sean yuen’s car except for joan and xiuhuan’s sister and her friends and rachel, eileen lileen and i stayed back for sister’s keeper. okayyyyyyyyyyy. this show is horrible. why? because it made my cry. i can hear people sniffing from all the tears and the two girls beside me. but it seems like i cried the most and the worst. i have a reason for that!

and some miscellaneous stuffs are, benzer and eugene birthday (they’re twins), yi yong rayson and ken’s birthday. spending my off day with weiwen is just great, and AWESOME and legend…….. wait for it………… -ary. lol. okay its from some show i have been watching. “How I Met Your Mother” believe me, its damn funny. lol.

okay its getting A LITTLE long and i shall stop here. AUNTIE MIXUE, thats my blog post. lol. okay people, i will be back soon. lol.

i dreamt of you;

okay shall blog first before i start on my never ending biggest loser australia. one of my favourite reality show. (:

okay nothing much actually. has been work and more work. last week was pretty fast. dont know why also. and glad that during weekends nelson and richard came to work. abit sick facing this bunch of du*b ma*a**. lol. so yea, because of the biggest loser, i stopped watching heroes and the others for the time being. though its getting more and more dramatic, its still nice. (:

watched bride wars yesterday. my sister’s friend’s dvd. and i think its nice. not a bimbo show and more of a “friend” kind of show. haha. and speaking of friend, i dreamt of kimwee last night. finally after so long. well, in the dream, he looks alright. still in hospital but is sitting beside his bed looking very alert and well. he is eating burger i think, but is definitely eating. somehow this dream is quite real because i saw xiongwei too. the funny thing is, i asked him “why are you here?” cause in real life xiongwei is at brunei now so was quite puzzled when i saw him.

my friend, is this your way of telling me that you’re doing fine on the other world? if it is, im really happy to know that. (: visit me in my dreams often okay? i still want that kind of feeling whenever im with you, happy and relax. and yes, i miss you, and always will. (:

should be taking leave tomorrow cause tomorrow there’s a booking until 6pm and i dont want that. lol. so yea, should be going for a swim first then go donate blood or whatever they are lacking. good deed. (:

the biggest loser;

okay i think i shall blog before i start on my youtube vidoes. lol. if not i wont stop for this blog which no one else visit except for myself. LOL. and and and. i still need to do my stupid logbook which i havent been touching for i think a week already. have to think of all the craps to write. argh.

so all have been the same. work work and more work. okay or rather work-but-nothing-to-do. and besides that, i have been going to swim. i went swimming from monday to wednesday and yesterday didnt manage to cause didnt have the time. and yay, i think i can see improvements in the number of laps i swim. happy and have been meeting up with people recently. wednesday i met up with mrs brian and linsimin for lunch at ichiban sushi. had a great chat with them as usual. linsimin went off first so i carried on chatting with mrs brian awhile more. and then she drove me to hougang swimming complex. and then yesterday met up with eileen lileen and janice for dinner. at suki sushi. very long never see eileen already. finally able to meet her. such a busy lady. lol. supposed to go home after dinner but change of plan so stayed a little longer to chat with eileen and lileen. always laugh non stop chatting with them lah. meet up soon. (:

so im thinking later go swim again but then will be very crowded since i will be going quite late. hopefully there’s enough space for me to swim at least 20laps. big aunt is coming back from indonesia for a couple of days. so there’s dinner tomorrow but i will be going pretty late since i will end work late. thinking of cabbing down but i shall see how. and tomorrow mum and dad is going to korea for a week. sians. hopefully they leave enough money for me. and it really pissed me off when i have a dad who dont keep promises. long story and i dont feel like saying.

bye.

never say never;

okay back to blog. let me see what can i blog today.

i went swimming twice this week. wanted to go today but the thought of today is sunday makes me damn reluctant because im pretty sure there will be alot of people in the pool. and friday is sort of worse. there are ALOT of kids. its like alot of football teams there. the whole table of EPL teams are there. LOL. swimming lessons. seriously, i think each pool should just allow two swimming instructors conducting lessons. lol. and i saw one kid, he’s damn good at breast stroke! damn fast also. i think his parents trying to groom him to join the olympic in lets say 2024? lol.

so i had 2 days MC for this week. friday and saturaday. and nope, i didnt geng if thats what you’re thinking. i had terrible sore eye. the first day, my left eye is half the original size when i woke up. lol. so friday met up with xiuhuan ham and brandon for dinner. since i dont have to work and then i have to return ham his mooncake money also. had subway at hougang mall. after that xiuhuan says she want to play left 4 dead. she dont know how to play though. lol. so went to kovan and teach her. much much much better than tricia and eileen chin. lol. both of them suck at that. =X

so saturday spent most of my time with my dear weiwen. lol. and weixiong. haha. weixiong drove us to changi village to eat. i had lunch already so i just ate chicken wing and zui guay. lol. after that was to tamps 1. went to times, wanted to buy a book but nothing attract me to them. lol. so walk to century square. and good news people! there will be popeyes at century square. somehow billy bombers cant stand the “no crowd” mall anymore. lol. and the best part of the day? weiwen drove us back home. first time get driven by him since he got his license. haha. very excited so i keep laughing. he asked me, “what are you laughing at?” i replied something quite funny. i said, “cant believe that you are actually driving now, we used to play mud together and now you’re driving.” hahaha. yea, know each other for 6years now and still counting. (:

so after that met up with xiongwei and bingchao at 68plus. ate abit of fries, chit chat a little here and there. love all these short meet ups. (: xiongwei sent bingchao back home while weiwen and i took a cab. he going to gardens while i going home. all in all, i love saturday. (:

penning down thoughts;

hmmm. back to blog. first of all, happy birthday gerald! (: more about that later. there’s so much stuffs for me to blog about but im just so freaking lazy. and i supposed i’ll squeeze many events into short paragraphs.

so it was kimwee’s funeral last tuesday. i really wished everyone could be there to send him off his last journey. but then there are still responsibilities that some of his friends cant put off. and im sure he will understand. i had one drop of tears and i know i cant continue tearing. i told myself to stop. and i did. (: movie at night with xiongwei bingchao and kemund. inglourious basterds. i wont recommend this movie unless you’re someone like xiongwei. lol. wednesday had movie again with my family. watched whiteout. my sister treat. it was pretty okay, not excellent. and all the popcorns and nachos are not helping me when im trying to lose weights. been wanting to go jogging already. but it seems like i have been giving myself excuses for not going. i feel fat and ugly now.

okay that aside. have been going out with my clique very often now and i like that. i really miss the times when we hanged out so often. and go to weiwen’s house almost everyday till i think he’s so sick of me. hehe. going out with them brought back alot of memories and realised how much we’ve all grown up and change. one thing that doesnt change and will not change is our friendship. (: xiongwei weiwen bingchao weixiong. the main characters in my dramatic life. of course there are many others too.

and i have been eating way too much food. supper every other day. KFC on saturday to celebrate hehan’s birthday. and saturday is also the day that i realised i actually miss kimwee alot. the moment my aunt asked me, “are you okay?” i teared almost immediately. i dont know why. but i just did. guess i still havent accept the fact fully. i have to learn, and i need more time.

and as i was saying. today is gerald’s birthday. we had a small scale surprise for him yesterday at his condo’s function room. too bad i cant make it in time to see his reaction. he must be damn surprised. (: so yea, it was potluck (good food, AGAIN). there’s bee hoon, satay, otah, fried chicken wing, spring roll, fried crabstick and fishball. and then i brought along mayo chicken sandwich and jelly. and great, everyone thought it was tuna inside the sandwich. dang. so yea, cake smashing and playing with water is the climax of the day i guess. was even wetter than the birthday boy. kns.  the rest went home while sean and i went up to his place to watch soccer, or rather they watch soccer. and very paiseh cause its my first time to his place and i already fell asleep at his sofa. paiseh. lol.

so today pulled gerald out from his house to have dinner with him. figured that he shouldnt stay home since its his birthday (: jap food at kovan. then to compass point for some starbucks since he got craving for that. and great, i was at sengkang before meeting him. lol. but anything for the birthday boy lah. lol. ordered my usual mocha frappucino. chilled for an hour plus and had a great chat with him. i think i got to know him better. so yea, even though we know each other for only around 6months, somehow we can click. same frequency i guess. and this friendship is also one of those i will treasure. (: happy birthday once again. hopefully he like the mini surprise and present. (:

while chatting, gerald said something that is in the bible. something like blessed others something something something. lol. wait till he reply me first then i’ll edit this. (okay i think he dont remember the exact thing also) so yea, thats when i know he actually got a very matured mindset. and then i realised i actually have alot of friends who dont find themselves fortunate. they just want things to go by their way. of course i know everyone wants that, im no exception. but we must also accept the fact that it will never happen. somehow i feel like pushing the thoughts into their bloody brains and ask them to wake up. people always find themselves in the worse situation just because they met a small setback. which is insane, there are so many people out there who is 82378301290327747823times worse than them. i dont know how to say this, its hard for me to put them into words. but people, please do reflect. are you really in a bad situation? or its just a setback which can be overcome easily? dont complain. or rather, reduce those complains you had. by complaining wont do any good at all. instead, work on those complains you had. is there any other ways to reduce those “so-called sufferings” you had?

okay i dont know why i typed out that chunk of rubbish.

im veryyyyyyyyyyy tired already. going to sleep soon. bye.