need you now;
it’s super late now i know. i’m just waiting for me to get soooooo tired that when i lie on my bed i would fall asleep almost immediately. that doesn’t happen alot to me. but happen most would be insomnia. i just had one the other day and it’s scary like hell. i mean, who likes insomnia. so during this 3 to 4 hours of hell, i thought about alot of things. things i’m both proud and not proud of. and once again, i’m not making any sense here.
so, holidays started. and i still haven’t receive any kind of approval from MOE, i think i might call them later when i wake up. but even so, i went to my alma mater and xin min primary to just leave my particulars just in case they need a relief teacher. i seriously hope that i would get that job, instead of stuck in a office for months or even going back to retail or F&B line. i can see myself teaching, and i would love to teach. i just need that chance.
i MIGHT be going to punggol primary to leave my name to get another shot before i will head down to CMPB, again, just to take a stupid form so i don’t have to pay for my next appointment at SGH. seriously, blame it on my stupidity. heck. it’s so god damn far so i better remember to bring my ear piece and book. and speaking of book, i hope to buy another one tomorrow though i haven’t finish reading my current one. just in case.
so this two weeks have been kind of simple? went to club with dennison, xiyang, zhuowei, matthew and george. made new friends(?) there. i would say, it’s the best clubbing experience i ever had. but then again, it might even be the worst. it’s kind of a mixed. because i felt real bad after the whole session. i rather not talk about that now. so besides trying to havoc, i have had mahjong session with dennison, kenneth and kelvin. lost but it’s a fee paid for entertainment. (: i had simple talk at eileen’s place. it’s been long since we’ve talked throughout the night. and it indeed feels good. sharing thoughts and opinions. and went kbox with eileen and lileen. it’s cheap with excellent company. 7hours flew past just like that. supper and chat till around 4.30am.
have been very late often and i should avoid doing that. bye world!
